2013年5月28日星期二

別哭


蹺蹊 蹺蹊 事有蹺蹊

今天又是我 Rangers 覆診的日子

一如以往 我大清早就坐定定

等著傻媽 享受我倆的二人世界


出門口的時候 明明藍天白雲

卻灑了一場雨


當法蘭大夫拿著我的驗血報告

明明泰出崩於前而色不變的他

面部表情起了微微變化

神情凝重


總括來說

是類固醇小姐在我體內住得太過舒服

不願再為我打仗

紅血球 白血球 血小板在重藥下

仍然不升反跌


大夫說

今日起加藥至 20mg

七日後再驗血

若情況未有好轉

就要轉換藥方

也請傻媽不要寄予厚望

皆因換藥只是無計可施之下的權宜之計



我明明精神奕奕

法蘭大夫為何危言聳聽?!


媽媽哭著問醫生

八月是否仍可為我慶祝生辰

大夫輕輕點頭說但願如此

傻媽哭得斷腸

連身旁的姑娘也眼泛淚光

是媽媽太傻了吧?!

可以慶祝生日不應該舉杯歡呼嗎? 哭甚麼呢?

是漂亮姑娘患了感冒吧?!

返工時間怎能喊呢?!


回家途中 傻媽哭聲未止

天啊! 怎能不顧交通安全?

我還未扣上安全帶

熱愛生命 越戰越勇的我

為了保命 

唯有爬上媽媽身上用行動安慰著她

重覆說著

"媽媽 別哭... 媽媽 別哭"



傻媽的話:

從來不知當醫生對我說出要有 "心理準備" 時

心情會有多難受

這四個字就有如千斤重

狠狠壓在我的心頭






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